Chapter 34: September 95 sky light
September 95 sky light
After I signed up, I waited for more than an hour before Liang Jiangbo came to the door of our class to probe his brain.
"Wang Kai, Kai... lying on the sun! Who the hell are you?" Liang Jiangbo called out at the door, and when he saw me, he burst into swear words, and then he saw my head teacher still staring at him on the podium, shrinking his neck. Hook me at me, then back out and wait for me.
"What's wrong?" I hugged my arms and swayed out like an uncle: "What are you doing here? I just finished registering and I'm leaving!"
This dog tanned into black briquettes during a holiday by the sea, but his hair was growing long. Shao, he looks very comfortable with thick eyebrows and big eyes, grins and his teeth are white and bright. He is really a handsome young man with sunshine.
Liang Jiangbo's favorite thing to wear in summer is the jersey, and he only wears the Spanish team's uniform. Today, he is wearing a red jersey and blue shorts. I'm familiar with the color but I haven't seen the style before. This jersey wears Liang Jiangbo's body. Sasou is very beautiful.
"I only got to the county seat by car today. I'll go to your house to find you first. Your mother said you're going to school, so I'll come over quickly."
Liang Jiangbo lowered his head and talked to me, looking awkwardly left and right until I sat down by the stairs He was more comfortable. He took off his schoolbag next to me, took a jersey and shorts from it and stuffed it for me.
"Imported goods, the home team uniform of the European Cup!" He cheerfully asked me to unfold: "Have you never seen the little dog?"
"Huh! It's really handsome!" Exactly the same, the size is almost the same, feel very comfortable.
"I'll try it!" After saying that, he took off his short sleeves, causing people passing by to whistle.
"Look at your father! Look at the eyeballs and make you blind!" Liang Jiangbo was very irritable and fierce, like a mad dog.
"Hey, it's alright!" I put it on and stood up and turned around. It's a bit bigger, but it feels good loose.
"I know you bought the medium size because you are tall, and it looks good now." Liang Jiangbo didn't expect me to jump five centimeters during a holiday, and I almost didn't recognize it.
The shorts can't be changed at this time, so I'll hold them first and listen to him proudly show me what he played at the beach, what he ate, and where he went during the holiday.
"I told you that I still have a lot of things I want to bring to you in my house. I didn't bring the schoolbag because it was not easy to put away. Let's go to my house now." Liang Jiangbo said that he was so excited, he pulled me and was about to leave.
"Have you signed up yet?" I asked him.
"Oh, no, I just came to your class!" He patted his forehead: "How about I sign up tomorrow? I can sign up tomorrow too."
"Stupid you! Go now, go, I'll be with you ." I pushed him up.
"Alright, hehe." Liang Jiangbo also grew taller during the holidays. He said that he used to stand beside me like a little dog, but now I've grown into a big dog and I haven't become ugly, and it's all thanks to him.
I thought in my heart that I would catch up with you soon, and then I would hug you like a dog, and see if you still say such things.
Liang Jiangbo was assigned to a class with the best students in our county. If his cousin had not transferred to a big city to study, he would have been in it now.
"Wait for me, I'll be out soon!" Handing me the schoolbag, Liang Jiangbo jumped into his classroom to line up, and his classmate looked at me.
I am very curious about the good students in their class. The people in his classroom are also looking at me. I can be regarded as the only one in the whole school with the appearance of yellow hair. Even the female head teacher who is sitting on the desk for registration has come out to take a look. She replied and asked the students in her class if I was accompanying a relative to sign up, which I had never seen before.
Liang Jiangbo was lining up inside. I was wearing the same uniforms as him. I guessed that we were in the same group. When someone asked him who the handsome guy was outside, he was very happy. handsome or not.
Shit, don't you dislike me when you show off to outsiders?
"Come in, the sun is shining, don't tan your arms, everyone will feel bad!" Someone in Liang Jiangbo's class shouted at me, and everyone around laughed.
I walked in embarrassedly in two steps and stood by the table. The afternoon sun was very good, and it was warm on my back.
"Why are you still standing in the sun?" A girl waved at me and asked me to come beside her and a few other girls.
"It's okay, I don't get tanned, I like the sun." My skin has been very fair since a long time ago, there are no scars, the milk is white and light, and I don't get sunburned or sunburned.
"Your hair is so beautiful in the sun, like gold!" She came over and complimented me without hesitation, saying that the color of the sun shining in my eyes was more beautiful than gems.
I've never been praised like this before, so I smiled embarrassedly and didn't speak.
When I look in the mirror, I also think I look good, but I seldom hear other people exaggerate too much. Probably because students in county schools like us are very reserved and are not too embarrassed to express their preferences. A few light words, not as exaggerated as she said.
This classmate of Liang Jiangbo had no scruples. She didn't care about other people's eyes, she stretched out her arms to compare with me, and then she was defeated.
In class 1, someone who was familiar with Liang Jiangbo asked me what grade I was in and if I was in junior high school. I said that I was a sophomore in high school, and they were shocked. They heard that I was in class 4 and even shouted loudly because class 4 was separated from class 1. Two classrooms, they want me to come to visit often.
Actually, it's not that no one knows me at all. At least a few people asked me if I was that 'cute' with red lips and white teeth when they heard my name was "Wang Kai". Immoral, pass me on like that?
When it was Liang Jiangbo's turn to sign up, their classmates happily checked my household registration. They even asked where I went to junior high school and primary school. Some people who went to the same elementary school or junior high school with me were very puzzled, they didn't know it before. There is a person like me in my school. In their words, someone as good-looking as me must have been beautiful before. It makes no sense that they don't know.
What can I say?
I said that I was short and ugly in elementary school and junior high school. At that time, even if they knew me, they would not want to know my name.
They all joked about me and praised my humor.
...I'm not being humorous, I'm speaking the truth.
I am always suspicious.
I have suffered a lot in the opposite world, and faced many difficulties in order to survive, but that world made me who I am now, and I even think that without that world, I would be a completely different person now.
If you hadn't been to the opposite side of Shimen, would it be different now?
Will I still be as ugly and inarticulate as I used to be?
I think I may still just wait dumbly for my mom and dad to come home and cook me dinner, and then worry that my socks are ripped, but I don't dare to ask my mom to buy me new ones...
Memories are real It was very bitter. The departure of Zhang Sha turned all our pleasant memories into poison. The past was black and white in my eyes, without any brilliance and hope.
"Little brother, what are you thinking?" Liang Jiangbo came over after reporting his name and saw me in a daze, and waved his hand in front of my eyes.
"It's nothing." I forced a smile: "Are you done?"
"Well, what are you talking about with him?" He asked the others around him with a smile.
"Just chatting for a few words," someone reached out and patted Liang Jiangbo: "He is really good, it would be great for me to have such a younger brother!"
"Don't be deceived by his appearance!" Liang Jiangbo stretched out his hand and scratched angrily. After messing up my hair, I told his classmates, "We're going back first."
"You're just jealous that I'm more popular than you!" I held my mouth shut.
"Go away!" Liang Jiangbo kicked my butt in annoyance, and his classmates covered their mouths and laughed, saying that your relationship is really good.
okay? I don't think it's good, Liang Jiangbo can definitely treat me better, especially in front of others.
When I was thinking wildly, I was still very depressed, but now I am different. When I think about my current life and look at the idiot Liang Jiangbo, I feel better.
I wanted to go home, but was dragged by Liang Jiangbo to the mutton skewer stall.
I have never eaten mutton skewers since I grew up. When I had no money, I had to hold my breath every time I passed by the stall and smelled the smell, because I didn’t want others to see me drooling when I smelled the smell. Later, when I got rich, I could afford it, but I never tried it.
For the first time eating mutton kebabs, I was even a little nervous standing in front of the stall.
Liang Jiangbo talked and laughed when we were eating mutton skewers. He was very happy when he talked about interesting things during the holidays. I was quite boring during the holidays, and I squatted in the canteen and hardly went out.
I'm happy to meet again, but I'm also unhappy.
After Liang Jiangbo returned to the experimental class, he had a new tablemate. We will not have any interaction in the future. For him, I will become a "person of the past".
Thinking of this makes me sad.
Liang Jiangbo is an asshole, but I don't hate him. Now he has fewer problems, will he become more and more popular in the future?
I was also greedy, and I was used to the old days. Now that I separated, I was worried about gains and losses. I was even jealous of his new classmate. It was I who made Liang Jiangbo a little cute. Now the fruits of the revolution are enjoyed by others.
Of course, no matter what, I can't let him know about my unreliable thoughts. I'm afraid they will despise me and be overly self-sufficient.
Liang Jiangbo is seventeen years old, and it is estimated that he will grow to 1.8 meters before me. I am getting taller and taller now, and soon I will no longer be his little dog. He will continue to perform with a new girl. An enviable drama, I spent the rest of my high school life at the tail end of a crane in my key class.
This is fucked up.
After saying goodbye to Liang Jiangbo and returning home, I hung up the jersey and shorts that Liang Jiangbo gave me. I'm still growing, and this jersey that fits now will soon no longer fit, and then I will look forward, Go and find what works for me like an adult.
It was only a few days after the start of school, and there was something going on among the school students.
There was a handsome boy in the second and fourth class of high school. He had red lips and white teeth, and his light brown hair was very soft, like he came out of TV.
The boy's name was "Wang Kai", and he was without a doubt the best looking man in our high school.
In a small northwestern county like ours that can be described as backward, the name "school grass" makes people sound as if they are poor and rustic.
The shallow-minded boys and girls in the school insisted that a boy with a white face, a big nose and big eyes deserved the name "School Grass", even if he was short.
So there are more and more people who want to make friends with me, and more classmates want to be my "brother" or "sister". When doing morning exercises, there will be dozens of pairs of eyes staring blankly. People passing by on the road would stop and stare at my back for a long time.
I also got "friendship letters" and "love letters" and things like that.
Even my grocery store is booming.
It's so lively.
As for what?
I have a face that doesn't match my age. This is probably because my growth is relatively slow, but it's not good-looking. A person who is almost fifteen years old has a face in his early ten years. This is simply a disease.
But they just stared at me stubbornly, as if they couldn't see enough, which often made me feel uncomfortable.
I don't want to be disturbed at all.
I don't want envelopes falling out of my book when I'm flipping through it;
I don't want to sit down and get a snack or drink with a small note from the table bucket;
I don't want to be stopped to talk while I'm walking down the street;
I don't want them Come to my grocery store and ask my parents questions.
My studies were normal in the first place, but after I was affected, my state was much worse. Others looked at me with envy and took out snacks and small gifts from the table bucket every day, and they naturally thought I was enjoying it, but I was tired.
Liang Jiangbo rarely comes to me. He came twice, but he was one of several people who came looking for me. I didn't know anyone else, and I didn't want to make friends. I went out with Liang Jiangbo and told the truth. I don't know what other people are crazy, why they are staring at me.
"Wang Kai, don't you really know how hot you are?" Liang Jiangbo said excitedly: "There are people fighting for you in our school!"
"Is there such a thing?"
Liang Jiangbo touched his nose and smiled, and handed me the pocket in his hand. Just as the bell rang for class, we each went back to the classroom.
He gave me a bag of strangely-shaped shells and conch shells, because when I was chatting before, I told him that I had never seen the sea and said that the seashells in the sea were very beautiful. He remembered it and brought me a bag full of them.
Liang Jiangbo's new tablemate is a very gentle girl with soft and sweet words. When Liang Jiangbo mentioned that she would always use "sister next door" to describe his new tablemate, his new tablemate's mathematics and chemistry skills He is extremely solid. His single subject scores are often the first in the whole grade, and his total grades are also within the top five of the whole grade. He is a strong opponent of Liang Jiangbo, and he will definitely be a top student in a university in the future.
And me? This old deskmate of mine doesn't seem to be getting any better. He's still rotten in his studies, and he's a jerk. He ate so many snacks and took so much pocket money from him. Until now, he still uses a baby face all day to fool around.
Liang Jiangbo came to see me less and less, and I went to their class a lot less often. I always felt like I didn’t talk as much as before, and even had no mood for bickering and mutual damage. When they sat together, he always talked about himself. How about my new roommate, and I keep talking about how popular I am now.
I hate myself so much.
I know he doesn't like listening to this at all, but I can't control myself. He has a new deskmate. I'm very jealous, but I don't deserve to be jealous. If he didn't accidentally go to the regular class for a year, I wouldn't have the right to be with him. Such people should be at the same table.
More than half a month after school started, I heard from others that Liang Jiangbo was actually in a relationship. It was a real relationship. The object was a beautiful girl from the second class. Every time Liang Jiangbo played football, she would go to the playground to sit and watch, He also sent mineral water to Liang Jiangbo. Liang Jiangbo rides the girl home after school every day. Someone even saw them kissing next to the table tennis table before their evening self-study.
Now I am at ease.
I thought I would be unhappy, but instead, I was happy for him.
I was also very satisfied when I saw him smiling happily with that girl. I rarely see such a bright and shy smile on his face. They really should be together.
I'm not even jealous of Liang Jiangbo, because he's already great, and being liked is a matter of course.
Through this incident, I realized that I am a very optimistic and open-minded person, so a proud and complacent look appeared on my face.
I am so great!
I rarely show a proud expression in this world, because I don't have a big dog in this world, and the people around me are not pariahs who can't get enough to eat and don't even know big characters.
But I still put such an expression on my face now, because I have a noble sentiment.
My former friend is in a relationship, and I'm not jealous that the girl stole my friend, I'm a person out of bad taste.
I actually have to be proud, lest everyone think I'm so close and can be my friend.
Did Liang Jiangbo regard me as his friend? It doesn't matter, even without him, I should be proud.
The proud expression is all too familiar to me. It is simply a part of my body. I walk with my head held high on the campus with a smile that seems to be intimate but alienated. The pariahs are ashamed and spontaneously make way for the little prince.
What do I look good on?
If you stare at me, the sand will have miniature eyes!
"Ah! It's windy!" The person oncoming rubbed his eyes and spat, and the others next to him squinted and coughed.
That's right, grandchildren, who allowed you to look directly at Lao Tzu?
I secretly clenched my fists.
A group of garbage!
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